@forever-rachel

finally back from medical checkup! hee(: i waited for like 2hours+ to get it done! waste my precious time!! ARGHH..something stupid happen to me today.

217 please proceed to th consultation room!(:

DOCTOR: are you SURE you dont have aids?
ME: *stun* OF COS!!
DOCTOR: really?
ME: HUH? of cos not!
DOCTOR: then why didnt you tick NO on th box?

HAAA!!! xD stupid me! i eventually forget to tick th NO box and i leave it blank! th doc kept laughing at me and th nurse too. haa!! argh.. stupid! walao!! MALU**

hmm. anyway went PRO TRIM with mum to wash and blow hair! cool sia! it's damn fun when you dont have to wash your hair yourself. just like someone serving you! HOHOHO xD! a TAITAI's LIFE!!

haaa!!! okie! still havent pay my school fee!! haaa!! lazy me!!

looking forward to DEAR's BDAE!! (:

hmm which laptop should i buy?? hmm..



Because You Live

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive

Because you live, I live, I live



Torn

I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm he came around and he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry

Well you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know seem to care what your heart is for
Well I don't know him anymore

There's nothing where he used to lie
The conversation has run dry
That's what's goin' on

Nothing's fine I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late I'm already torn

So I guess the fortune teller's right
I should have seen just what was there and not some Holy light
But you crawled beneath my veins and now
I don't care - I have no luck - I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things

That I can't touch I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late I'm already torn

Torn

Ohh, ooh...

There's nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's goin' on

Nothing's right I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn
I'm all out of faithThis is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm ashamed
Bound and broken on the floor
You're a little late I'm already torn

Torn

Oh

[guitar solo out]
Oh yeah, oh yeah