@forever-rachel

thankks to those tags in my blog! appreciated!

but i've submited the forms. hmm. im just sad and angry with my dad. at first he supported me for my decision however due to my relative's influence, he change his mindset and quarrelled with me. that is how angry i am! he gave me the hope and support and just smash it within seconds.

the other thing was my cousin went into university from poly too! i told dad he can do it. why are you afraid i cant. guess what's his reply?

"Cause your cousin is hardworking!"

so what is he implying? im not hardworking? hmm. it really torn my heart. i love him dearly. but how could he say this about me. im really really disappointed!! how could he have did this to me?

hmm. forget it. let's wait for three years. i'll prove to him that i can! make him not feel that im still a kid!! he's overprotective but sometimes he should try to understand me too. im going to be a 17 years old girl in just a few days! hmm.

OKIE! let's talk about other things! hmm. suddenly i just wish for alot of things! hees(: cos my birthday is coming! weee~ 13 more days to RACHEL's BIRTHDAY!! and i dont think dad is buying me the camera! haas. so camera still stays in my list!!

gotta go out!(: