Saturday, September 22, 2007

THE HATRED I HAVE FOR YOU IS BEYOND WORDS

FOOL AGAIN!!

Baby i know the story
I've seen the picture
it's written all over your face
Tell me, what's the secret
That you've been hiding
and who's gonna take my place

I should've seen it coming
I should've read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And i who thought you were my friend
How was I to know, you never told me

Baby, you should've called me
When you were lonely
When you needed me to be there

Sadly, you never gave me
Too many chances
To show you how much I care

I should've seen it coming
I should've read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And i who thought you were my friend
How was I to know, you never told me

About the pain and the tears
ohooooo, if i could I would
Turn back the time

oh yeah...

I Should've seen it coming
I should´ve read the signs
Anyway, I guess it´s over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And i who thought you were my friend
How was I to know, you never told me

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I´m the fool again
And i who thought you were my friend
How was I to know, you never told me

Like what Joan says, I have to move on.
Admitting on what i questioned was the thing which made me totally give up.
I thought I infered wrongly.
However Joan has assured me that THIS IS YOU!
the one who i should be determined to give up on.

Promises are broke and so is my heart.

所说的话不等于是我会做的
但你却选择相信
有哪一个人不会永远的等着他心爱的人?
我也不例外
但是这以不是重点了
重点是我在也不想与你有任何的瓜葛!

when things are done and said, it would not be easy to take it back and pretend that nthing has ever happen. just like me, i wont dwell on it anymore. this is the last time i'll be blogging about it.

like what you say, from now on, we are not even friends. things that belongs to you will be given back to you.

10 thanks for you:
thanks for being so direct.
thanks for teaching me how a jerk behaves.
thanks for letting me experience how a fool feels.
thanks for destroying the image of you in my heart.
thanks for keeping me in the dark for such a long time.
thanks for not keeping any diginity for me .
thanks for the lies .
thanks for the fake ILOVEYOU.
thanks for the sacartism.
thanks for telling me off when you are at fault.

I know that i meant nthing to you, and you are just fooling me. all will be over from now onwards. my senses are working.
.

THE FIRST CUT IS THE DEEPEST!
first time being a fool.
first time believing a jerk.
first time believing the lies you said
first time hearing the direct words from you.
first time for totally giving up on you!


JOANIE!

thankks for the scoldings. thankks for the frankness. thankks for telling me off when i started my wishful thinkings! loves..

HAOPENGYOU!

thanks for the care and concern. much appreciated when you came all the way from BP to fetch me and back to BP again with me. thankks. (: although you didnt send me home, i know if you can you would. thankks. (: loves..

MICKEY!

haas! i remembered the promise! you made me realise how stupid i was. you wake me up from the fantasy land to the real world. thanks. (: loves.

TAIYI!

everything is over. how are you feeling now? okie? thankks for caring when you are not in a good mood too. i know how you feel as i experienced it before. takkaiire and loves.

AHCUN!

haas! (: okie thankks for the chat during my way home. you are indeed a dumbo. haas. (: making me laugh when you have the time to do so. suan-ing me && trying to avoid certain topics. thankks for the effort. loves.

SAMUEL!

gotta thank you for the truthfulness you have! haas. (: okie. i hope it will be alright for me to blog your name out. (: anyway thankks for pulling me out for the dark hole (: loves.

thankks to those who kept mssging me and talking to me on msn, occupying much of my time. haas. (: i know you guys wanted a strong rachel instead of a weakling. haas. (: im fine now. LOVES!!

I DONT WANNA LOVE YOU ANYMORE! I SWEAR!

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