Friday, August 17, 2007

I just cant accept the fact that you have already left us! i know you have did all your best and persevere for a long period. i know. i just hate myself for not being able to see you for the last time. I really regretted going to school. if i hadnt go school i'll be able to make it! i really miss you loads. i wont be able to forget the way you pampered me, the way you fed me when i was young, the way you joke with me, the way you encouraged me on everything and anything. I just missed you damn loads.

why hadnt you wait for me to see you for the last time? why hadnt you? what have i done wrong to lose you! since young, im always proud to have all my grandmas && grandpas to be with me. i thought i would be tough enough to face this. I thought i would be positive enough to face your death. however i was totally wrong. i could not accept you leaving us!

i just visited you last sunday &&you were so energetic. joking and playing with us! but why? why must you ever leave us?

我无法接受你的离去. 即使对你来说这是一种解脱可我却无法这样让你走!

我真的很想你! 还记得你总是都会催促我把书读好但我却没做到, 我答应你从今以后我一定把功课搞好并且必定不让你失望.

就算你现在已无法看的见, 但我一定会全力以赴!

与你在一起的时光必定会被烙印在我的心里!

我会好好的照顾自己并且不会辜负你对我的期望!

最后我要让你知道无论你到了哪个角落, 你都是我最爱的奶奶!




I LOVE YOU, GRANDMA!

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