@forever-rachel

Let me tell you more about the SYF concert yesterday! After school, my PRINCESSES and I rushed home! Hahaha! We were all very enthu for this concert. My PRINCESSES even wore a dress! Hahaha. But I feel that simple is the best! So I wore a black tube and a jean there! Hahaha. Simple enough rite? Hmmm. =D

Princesses came to my house after they finish preparing everything. Hahaha! So My dad drove us there! Hahaha. =D we were touching up in the car however the car was too bumpy! So ya!! Hahaha! Something happened! Hahaha. =D dun tell you guys lehs!!

After reaching there, saw a crowd of ppl walking here and there! The whole place was so CROWDED! Hahaha. Eventually my princesses and me made our way to the toilet before we entered the CONCERT HALL! Hahaha!!

After everything was done! I saw ziyang and taiyi so ya passed the pair of contact lens to ziyang in case he kennt see her clearly on the stage! Hmmm =D

Entered the concert hall and saw darling with his friends. So ya sat with him cos he reserved a seat for me! Hmmm. =D for the first few minutes we were not that good. Almost ended up quarreling while others are enjoying the show! Hmmm but after that we were quite okie la. =D

Hmmm. So sorry for what he did in the hall to someone. Didn’t know that he would eventually did tat! So ya sorry! Hmmm.

Aniwae the programmes were AWESOME!! After the concert, I went off with Shermaine, PRINCESSES, Joy, Josephine, Wing Yu, Billy, Amal, Josiah, Yangzhi, Kangjun, Zhengzuan and some others. Hahaha! Before going out of the hall, something happened! Hahaha! So Fun disturbing the 3 gals!! Hahaha. =D hmmm.

While on the way to causeway point for supper saw the 3 gals once again! So was shouting here and there! Hahaha. The three gals must be damn angry with us lors! Hahaha. But who cares! No matter what I’m your senior! Lalala~

After that saw other ppl too! Hmmm and i saw something very FUNNY!! HIGH HEELS!! Hehehe. PRINCESSES, Shermaine and Josephine should know what I’m talking about! Hahaha!

Hmmm. After that something happened again in the MAC! I wonder if this was good or rather bad. Real or rather fake! However, if it was real, maybe that’s bad for someone, if it was fake, it maybe something good! Hmmm but whatever it is! All the best!

Whatever it is! I’m not in a good mood today. Sometimes things are just happening around us! It’s whether you are going to accept the fact or not! Iv not you will definitely be living in troubles! Hmmm. I tried to accept it! But I cant! it is really driving me crazy! I just feel like letting it go! Just like a kite! Snap and it will be gone forever!! Leaving me for good!

becos of HIM you are slowly becoming part of my life! no matter what you do what you think what you say affect me tremendously!! YOU DUNNO!! cos you care for youself onli!! all the problems you created for me drives me CRAZY! i really hated miself for treating you so good that time! i feel that I was the biggest fool to treat my rival so good! I really started to hate myself!! i feel that i'm the BIGGEST FOOL to have treat you like a sister!! && you clearly know that ME AND JOSEPH ARE TOGETHER! but you actually asked him to go the SYF concert with YOU! hey are you crazy or wat? Im going too!! you think he will go with you? I really dont get it man! you makes me MAD!! really MAD!! IDIOT!! although Joseph is not in the fault and he doesnt love you at all! but I really cant accept the truth or fact! I HATE PPL TO LOVE THE PERSON I LOVE!! maybe i'm being selfish! since joseph have other admirers other than me why dont i let him go and let you gals have him! FREAK!! can you behave yourself? you want him isit? I GIVE YOU!! I LET YOU HAVE HIM! please leave me ken? I'm feeling very terrible!! really very terrible!! joseph, if you think that I'm selfish by doing so! im sorry. I really really cant take it. I feel very very terrible! i doesnt wanna live in days that i will cry miself to sleep! and i have to bear all the problems miself so that others wouldnt get sadded by mi problems and worrie for me! I really duno hw to face you but I'm pretending everytime! EVERY SINGLE MINUTE!!