Sunday, May 20, 2007

hmmm! wasnt in a good mood yst! i just didnt know why it happen just lidat! and I'm sorry! maybe I'm thinking too much which i shouldnt! I just dunno why. I have always feel this way, always! I know it's not your fault and I know if i ever say those words to you it seems that I dun trust you at all. but that's my own thinking and I think i should let you know instead of keeping you in the dark! hmmm. sorry!

did nothing yst! totally nothing! =D was quite frustrated in the evening cos of someone! however I still have to forgive him no matter what. hmmm.

and sorry to mi PRINCESSES that i didnt went out with you all. I'm so sorry!

hmmm. today was even worse. almost quarrel. hmmm. nah it's over, just dun wish to explain futher or say it out. feeling really very tired sometimes. hmmm.

for this whole weekend, I just did nothing! NOTHING!!
hmmm. I was wondering why we quarrel everytime. hmmm. is it becos of me? hmmm. maybe if you be with her you guys wouldnt quarrel. I ever think of treating you badly and you eventually will leave me for a better ones. cos I seriously feel that I'm not worth for you! you deserve a better person. cos you treat your girlfriend good! and you are a nice boyfriend. If i dun deserve you why should I hold on to you? I should just let you go. hmmm. I feel that I'm so selfish! hmmm.

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