hmmm. went to Jurong Library today with someone and someone! tats wat someone wrote. anyway it was quite fun! but im stil quite emo. It's so impossible to like forgive miself for doing such things!
I felt like crying.
cry for days and nights.
cry till the end of the world.
cry till I, miself dont even know who i really am!
I felt like crying.
cry for days and nights.
cry till the end of the world.
cry till I, miself dont even know who i really am!
cry till no one can eventually recognise ME!
and just continue to cry forever!
I really miss you lots. my friends told me it's part and parcel of life. however, i dont agree. this mess is I, who created it out. I really hated myself!! If you never will forgive me I wont blame you cause I know it's hard for you to forgive me. If you are angry with me, can you at least scold me. I think in this way I may feel much better. At least you scolded me rather than you putting everything inside your heart and hurting yourself!
and I really care for you! REALLY! We do care for you, so please dont torture yourself! it hurts me badly to know it. if you dont wanna me to talk to you or rather disappear before you. I will do that. If you want me to do anything just to please you or make you happier I will!! and really I WILL!
doesnt study much cause I just cant take you off my mind!!
and just continue to cry forever!
I really miss you lots. my friends told me it's part and parcel of life. however, i dont agree. this mess is I, who created it out. I really hated myself!! If you never will forgive me I wont blame you cause I know it's hard for you to forgive me. If you are angry with me, can you at least scold me. I think in this way I may feel much better. At least you scolded me rather than you putting everything inside your heart and hurting yourself!
and I really care for you! REALLY! We do care for you, so please dont torture yourself! it hurts me badly to know it. if you dont wanna me to talk to you or rather disappear before you. I will do that. If you want me to do anything just to please you or make you happier I will!! and really I WILL!
doesnt study much cause I just cant take you off my mind!!
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