Friday, April 27, 2007

do you ever know how sad i am?

we are always so CLOSE! suddenly I really feel that I lost part of my soul! you are always there with me to walk every path of my life. in the end I hurt you so much! i felt so guilty! in my heart you are one important part that has never leave me alone. when i eventually saw you in this state i really hated myself! how could i possibly hurt someone who is SO IMPORTANT in my life!

Will we ever go back to how we are that time? maybe we will but there's always a scar! and just to make this clear to you! I would never let you be hurt for me! hurting you means hurting myself! I wouldnt want it! can you possibly tell me what you think my dear!

I really hated myself! If i hadnt come in between nting will happen! it was ME! i was the one! you did nothing wrong. you are just being frank! but im really very very xinku by not solving the whole problem! you made me duno wat to do! If I wasnt here nthing will go wrong! NTHING EVENTUALLY WILL!! why must i be here? in wat position!! NO POSITION AT ALL!!

English was damn difficult today! prepare to FAIL! bye guys.

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