@forever-rachel

hmmm. this will definitely be the toughest 2 month in my life!!

i have to accept the fact that he's now in boy's home!! but it would be so tough to accept such a cruel fact!! i know he's not gone he's just away for 2 months!! maybe for you guys 2 months will be over soon but for mie it wont!! it's such a torturing to me!! 2 months without him by my side.

how ken i accept this fact?? i'm alwaes dependent on him. he's alwaes dere to solve every problems with mie. face everything with mie. but for 2 months! he wont be with mie animore? how ken i take it?? i have to be dependent on myself from todae onwards without him!!

Every morning i wil receive his msg saeing "good mornin" to mie but for the following 2 months. everything is gone. i have to adapt to a new world there's without him. the onli way i ken contact him is through letters. i know it would be tough for you inside!! but i reali reali wish that you will take care of yourself.

regardless of what, i will wait for you be it 1 month, 2 months, 1 year or even forever!! you will alwaes be in my heart and never will you be replaced!! i love you and you and only you!! since this is a fact that no one ken changes it. i promise you that i will walk thru dis difficult path with you and will never leave you alone!!

that's the promise i had for you and never will i break it. i know this is the first time you ever had this and this is also the first time i experience!! it will be very tough but i know we ken definitely walk thru it hand in hand!! i will miss you every month, every day, every hour, every minute, every second!! never will i not miss you!!

joseph please take care of yourself. i will be alwaes by your side supporting you!!

and people who wishes to support joseph please write him a letter and pass it to me asap!! i hope everyone of you who had read this entry ken extend your help and help him. rachel will thanked all of you for that.



i missed you badly my darling!!
bye!!