@forever-rachel

hmmm. okie!! just naw was feeling so so angry and not happie lorx!!

frankly speakin I never wanted things to happen this way!! I reali didnt want it to be lidat!!

to that anonymous: you think i want to hurt her?? if things didnt happen this way i wouldnt care at all!! i'm not angri cos you tag!! and it's not ur fault tat i get angri!! I dun care if you say i evil bad or wat!! since she have decided tat!! I let it rest!!

forget it!! mayb wat joseph sae make sense!! is it worth it to get angry cos of her?? eberitym when i get angry. the person whom i affect the most is joseph!! whenever I'm not feelin good i will just give him attitude. dont tok to him or even quarrel with him!! I know it's not his fault. He's not the one tat make mie angri or wat!! but I cant control myself!!

for tat gal!! I know you saw mi blog!! if i'm too fierce or wat when i wrote those things down. bu hao yi se!! tat's mie! eberitym I will vent all my anger on the blog!! i told you b4. it's not a sin to love someone!! it's mi fault to blog it out!! i hope this things is settle from naw on!!

actualli sometimes I reali admire ur courage!! BUT i dun like the way you presented it!! iv i love someone i wouldnt tell that guy even though iv he is single or wat!! iv he never tel mie he likes mie i wouldnt admit i like him!! actualli i know when something happen to joseph you were very worried for him. you sent him alot of msges!! I know!! I appreciate your caring towards joseph!!

actually wat reali makes mie pissed off was tat you put joseph's pic as ur display pic in MSN and also you put his pic in ur friendster. I dun even put his pic at tat time when i saw you put his pic. other than tat I'm not angri with you you know?? I didnt wanna sae it at first. but maybe after wat I told you. you may understand!! it's not tat i'm afraid tat joseph wil like you or wat. it's just tat i dun like it when you make it so obvious to every1!!

okie. i may seem fierce to you!! but i dun reali mean it larx. i reali dun wanna to be enemy or wat with you lorx. I sae b4. it's beta to have a fren than an enemy!! mayb things will go well after this!! if i were the gal last time!! I wouldnt care iv anyone love mi stead!! cos I'm never serious!!

in the past. to mie have stead dun have stead is the same. I have feeling with tat guy i be with him. no feeling den break!! tat's mie!! but things started to change after I am with andre!! it was like i understand why stead is impt!! tat's why when with joseph I have such a big change!! i did want to give this relationship up and give joseph to you!! but on second thought. i find it tat it was unfair to joseph. this is onli wat i think did i ever think for joseph and also mayb i dun bear!!

everytime we break le confirm together again de lorx. when ppl heard tat mie and joseph break their reply would be "very fast wil patch de lorx. everytime break patch break patch!!" It has become such a habit for us!! I wonder wil there be a day when we reali break and never ever patch animore!! hmmm. who knows?! god knows it all!!

YEA!! tml going to east coast!! HOORAY!! hehex. going via skool bus!! hehex. i think jill. joan. mie. cherie and those sec 3 F&N ppl!! we are going to have loads of fun!! yeah!! blog tml bahx!! byebye!!