@forever-rachel

his alrite naw!! jus came out from remand!! naw become botah le.

his dad is back to bail him out!! i duno wat to sae larx. jus know tat he's fine!!

dis tym round i manage not to cry. i fought with mi tears preventing it from rolling down mi face! it was a tough battle!! i nearly lost!! I told miself i promise him not to cry and be happie thus i manage to win the battle!! alot ppl are oreadi worrie for joseph and i dun wanna dem to get worrie for mie too!!

I jus dun like when you sae going to bois home beri fun or wat!! I jus dun like!! I have never felt happie when this thing happened!! eberidae i hab to worrie for you and wonder WAT IV 1 dae eu reali go in bois home!! eu tink tat let ppl worrie for eu beri fun and happie mahx?? sumtyms eu dun care abt ppl. you just sae "sorrie for letting you sad/worrie." it's tat enuf??

I DONT THINK SO!! cant you be more mature?? i dunno haw to sae you lehx. i dun understand you at all!!

why you cant think properli b4 doing aniting?? eberitym tel mie wanna quit skool wanna quit skool iv not den boi home!! wat you want mie to do?? first tym i feel so xinku to be with the person i love!! you know i dun like the feelin at all!! i dun mind caring you, worrie for you!! i jus DUN LIKE when you sae sumthing negative and nv tink abt haw ppl will feel!!

Sumtyms you just think for urself!! you nv care haw ppl think!! there are alot ppl worrie for you afta dis incident!! ur family members, ur frens, ur teachers and mie!! i dun mind iv you dun care about mie. but think for your dad ken? he's eberitym overseas earnin money for you to let you go skool but instead of going skool to study?? WAT DID YOU DO?? have you ever consider for your dad?? have you ever make him proud of you??

I jus wanna you to wake up!! i bet no1 has told you all this things rite?? iv it cost our relationship to make you more obedient or mature!! i'm willing to gib it up!! do eu understand not?? it's not tat i dun love you animore. i want nthing to happen to you!! i jus hope you ken change. tat's wat i naw and wish for. i hab no other wish for naw!! anithing ken wait but not this!!

eu stil remember you promise mie to quit tat watever thing!! YOU PROMISE!! but did you do it?? NOPE!! never!! forget it!! you also dun wanna mie to care abt this thing. iv one dae i reali wash mi hands of you tat means i reali dun care le!!

I know i cant create much impact to you and change you BUT tat's wat i wanna sae to you!! think abt it urself!! cos i reali dunno haw to tel you about it le!! i'm alreadi very very tired!! IM SERIOUS IN WAT I WROTE TODAY!!