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HE TOLD ME LE!!

he told me le!! I was glad tat he told me wat he's thinking!! BUT i alreadi apologise and I didnt know you would think this way as you didnt even tell me!! how you expect me to know?! okie!! YA I admit!! I'm kinda having stress!! tat is why yesterday when shawn keep talking about me n you I was very stress up!! den somemore I saw you!! so wat ken i do?? I rather walk away!! and get some silence myself!! so i said i go locker put my books!!

GET THIS CLEAR!! I'M NOT FLIRT!!

so flirt is how you see me when I was playing with other guys larx...I ken accept anyone saying me flirt BUT not you!! you know when you sae me flirt I was like "OH THIS IS HOW YOU SEE ME LARX!!" oH OKIE!!

SO WHO'S FAULT WAS IT TAT WE ENDED IN COLD WAR?!

It's me...okie?? happie?? ya!! I shouldnt go out with a guy who wanna jio me and not even telling you!! but all along i jus treat him as a FREN onli!! jus a fren who accompanies me!! I know it's wrong for me to do so!! I know sorrie cant solve the problem...so wat ya wanna me to do naw?? I reali dunno lehx!!

wednesday tat dae!! did you care about me?? when jill, joan, cherie was gone...I was alone and den Stozer sae he wanna play netball...and I hab nothing to do so i went playin with them...and dis is call flirt again larx?? you didnt even voice out wat you dun like how would you expect me to know?? I know nothing!!

thursdae shawn told me tat you sae I seems very happie in skool though you're angri with me!! wat you wanna me to do?? feeling sad and cry....walkin here and there!! I had become more kan de kai afta sec 1 we break!! cos i know tat Life stil has to go on no matter how sad you are!! cos you wouldnt know iv you could live until tml!!

When you are angri with me!! alot of times I almost cry but I held back!! cos I told myself!! CRYING doesnt solve the matter!!

SO WAT I CHOOSE TO DO?!

I choose to Heck Care!! but ken I reali heck care you?! NO!! i cant...when I'm with joan, jiLL and cherie, I seems very happie!! when they are not with me...I feel tat there's nthing for me to feel happie!! so I have to indulge myself in doing homework!!

DEAR, frankly speaking i miss the days tat we are together...but things ended up liddat so wat ken I do??

Sometimes I dunno wat you feel. SAD? ANGRI? DISAPPOINTED? or wat?? ken you tel me??