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today i went out with Hong Lin larx...and some of his frens whom i dun reali know in the first place!! at first we sae we wanna go Town one...den afta tat i dun wanna go town so decided to watch CryWolF instead...and it's reali very scary but in the end very lame siarx...IT'S JUS A JOKE!! stupid show!! den i reali very scared lehx...reali frightens me man!!

after tat went to 205 larx...den with his frens sit at there...den they keep di siao me lorx...stupid!! okie...den after tat i meet mi bro home...

WHAT THE HELL?!

at nite dear suddenly msg me and ask me who's number is this?? den i dunno so i told him i dunno larx...den afta tat rite he call me sae tat person send him the msg he send to me b4 lorx...so i was like wat?! den he ask me where's my old Hp...and tat HP belongs to my bro's fren's and i return it back to him...and i make a silly mistake tat is i have forgotten to delete the msg he send to me!! so Glenn (my bro's fren) lend his phone to his cousin

thing start to happen: tat guy go and send back to dear wat he send to me last time!! he also sae tat in the midnite he would prank call dear so dear was very angri about it larx...so dear call me and ask all this larx..and den rite i reali dunno where tat phone is and i tried to find tat guy out by calling him when he did not want to answer my fone!! den dear cup my fone lorx...i know he's angri budden it's like ken you be more understanding to my feelin?? you're sick and everyday you're resting and i did not bother you i jus wait for u to msg me and all sorts of things...i told ya...I MISS YOU AND I REALI DO!! i was so happi when you call me

BUT...wat did you cal me for exactly?? to cup my fone?? to scold me when i didn't know wat's happening?? because of you i went round to look for tat person and also because of you i scolded tat person!! first time you heard Rachel scold PPL...even my brother who doesnt afraid of me everytime get scared when he heard how i scolded tat person!! and everything is jus BECAUSE OF YOU!! you dunno!! you dunno anything!! and when you sae i'm stupid to save ur messages i became even more angri

IS IT WRONG TO SAVE THE MESSAGE SEND BY THE PERSON YOU LOVE??

to you...you may think so!! but to me!! I DUN THINK SO!! you know wat is call memories?? you know not?? when you first cup my fone i was not angri with you...it's jus tat i know you're sick and somehow abit frustrated bout this...but the second time you cup my fone!! i reali blew myself up!! i wont treat the person i love liddat!! cos i would respect him and will also consider his feelings when i do anything!!

In the end!! you said sorri!! but you know wat i think?? "SAYING SORRI KEN FORGET EVERYTHING ISIT??" NO!! i cant!! i'm not like you!! sorri is not the thing to solve a problem...when you accidentally kill someone the way to save that person up is sorri isit?? NO!! i know for you to sae sorri to someone is hard!! but do you know i hate to hear the word sorri?? NO!! you dont!!

In a relationship, you have to respect the other and also to think about their feelin when you're about to do somethin...I hate quarrels in a relationship!! I SIMPLY HATE IT!! am i too serious in this relationship?? iv so you ken tel me bout it!! I jus wanna you to know...

to alot ppl when you ask them how you describe Rachel as:

CHEERFUL

EASY-GOING

MADDY

HAPPY AS EVER

SMILE EVEN THOUGH SHE GOT PROBLEMS

SOMEHOW NOT SERIOUS IN SOMEWAYS

let me tell you naw!! i may seem to be like this!! but you nv know wat's the other side of me?? when it comes to someone i reali loves...i'm reali serious!! when i reali have problems i jus dun wanna others to be sad for me thus i have to act as nothing reali happen to me...but inside of me...you wil nv know how upset i am!! NO ONE KNOWS!!

watever it is!! it's the history!! so those who have saw this entry...jus read it and forget bout it le...i dun wanna sae it anymore!! I'M TIRED!!Oh ya!! I have to thanks TAIYI for being there for me when i'm upset...Taiyi!! thanks alot!! you're reali a wonderful fren i have!!