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I'M SO SO SAD!!

confuse...not knowing wat to do anymore le...jus cry yesterday...yesterday nite was sleepin and then suddenly wake up and think of something and den cry le lorx...wondering why i cry rite?? tel you got use mehx?? hmm...okie...it's not becos of him...it's becos of her...I'm not a les kkx?? it's jus becos a very very good fren!! feel tat she has become one part of me...

everytime...she would be there for me...but not naw...i dunno it's jus she's left...no more there...i dunno how to sae...she jus not with me anymore...why?? she nv realise tat i had feel this way lorx...mayb she alreadi have her own fren there for her...and there's no need for another fren le bahx...i jus treat her as a very good fren from the starting until naw...do she know?? i doubt!!

for naw i ken understand the feeling joseph have felt when he and zhijie not good tat time...i understand...i am sorry for tat time i hai le you and zhijie!! all my fault...sorry!! losing a fren it's jus like losing a part of yourself...your soulmate...

jus naw come skool den coincidence met her...i was walking towards 214 and suddenly the lift open and she was inside...i dunno how to react when i see her...i jus dunno lorx...also dunno wat to sae to her lorx...like nthing to sae liddat...we jus become strangers mayb...den reach control station meet joseph lorx...den he ask me yesterday nite wat happen...den i was like wanna cry le lorx...dunno why lehx...jus see her den i wanna cry le larx...

hmm...i dunno larx...i jus dunno wat to do and watsoever lorx...i dunno...i'm jus a lifeless person today lorx...you wanna make me laugh arx?? ken?? see how you act lorx...den i see i ken laugh anot lorx...hmm...mayb tml would be beta bahx...see how it goes lorx...

naw okie le...hahax...back to normal le...thanks jo for concerning bout me worx...hehex...muackx!! hmmm...den for candice and cherlyn thanks for the effort to make me smile!! you've try your best!! hahax...=P